Reflections on my Hypothetical Death

If today was my last day on earth? What would I do? I will probably cry for a few hours. Spend as much time as I could with my family. And then spend sometine alone. Somewhere on a mountain, watch the sunset as I by whatever reason die (haha). I would read the best poetry I could find in my last hours. I would like to hear songs from my playlist and reflect on what each song means to me.

 

After writing my will, I will like to write the wisdom and powerful ideas I have accumulated through out the years. This I will share with family and friends.

 

"The origin of species is probably the best book ever written. No religion is true but it doesn't mean it can't be good. Humanity is continually generating new ideas. Be aware of selfishness, it is probably the cause of all humanity's greatest tragedies.The best idea humanity has had so far is the scientific method. Base your life on what can continously be proven true. There is great potential in humans to be great. It might take a bit of a genius to find such potential sometimes. And finally, life is beautiful... please make sure to enjoy. 

 

I am glad I was alive and I might be gone but some part of me will stay. I am sure I will keep on living on the memories and hearts of my family and friends. Dear family, you are basically me. All I am is based greatly on you. Mom and I both share the passion of learning. Father and I both possess stubborness. Brother and I both share the willingness to be kind to others. First sister and I both share the fact that we are a little strange. Second sister and I share that we are much ready to love others. My family was a big foundation of what makes me.

 

I didn't really find a partner in life but it doesn't mean I didn't experienced romantic love. I might have fantasized over and over what it would be like to be with the object of my affections. Just imagining that gave me the highest of pleasures. Love can be a strange thing. It is what keeps the world moving. It is the most natural thing and I am glad to have known it. I wish I have had children but I suppose I wouldn't have liked it to leave them behind.

 

I do not really need too say anything wise because a lot of wise things have already been said in the history of the world. The wisdom is there in books and youtube videos. It is only a matter of finding them. Looking for it is part of the fun.

 

I would have to loved to see how technology would have developed in the future. I am sure the human race as a species will keep on growing and becoming more humane indeed.

 

Anyway... I will talk to you from your memories from now on. Here it is my blog so you can read a lot of my thoughts ever since I was 15. Some of it is kind of awkward. So be aware."

 

If I were to die, what would the world do without me? It will probably just keep spinning. I just wouldn't be able to feel it anymore. I try to live my fullest and so once I die whenever it is, I will be happy to take a very long deserved nap. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Comments (16)

  1. dincali

    usually people don’t like to talk about their own probable demise; however is the context you just provided it gave me pause for thought.
    what will i be remember for? what was my contribution to this world? did i do enough, see enough, be enough, help enough, laugh enough, love enough?? i hope so.

    May 12, 2017
    1. Dino01

      It is very uncomfortable to write something like this because it makes you realize what you truly value in life only to imagine it leaving it behind.

      I don’t see myself regretting my life when I die. I had a good run and I gave it my best. Again I would only be sad that I will live the world that I love so much but then again if death is like a very long dream, I don’t think I would mind much after I am dead.

      Anyway, since I am not dead yet may as well enjoy life. Even though life sometimes can be a bitch. :P

      May 14, 2017
      1. dincali

        true

        May 14, 2017
  2. dincali

    *in the context..not is lol

    May 12, 2017
  3. stevehayes13

    Writing a will is an attempt to exert control over the living after one has died.

    May 12, 2017
    1. Dino01

      I think it is rather a nice tradition and a good way to have closure with your closed ones. I would probably leave all of my money to scientific research (not much).

      May 14, 2017
  4. scarletts_letters

    I had one done when I was 19, so that if anything happened my mates would get my money not family. I don’t especially care what happens to me when I am dead, I will donate my organs but as for ceremony – I won’t exist so if my friends decide they need one fine.

    May 14, 2017
    1. Dino01

      I think my life’s purpose is to provide answers. When I die I wish to contribute to the knowledge of this world. I would like my words to be something people can live by. So I guess sorta like Jesus.

      May 14, 2017
      1. scarletts_letters

        Haha I like how you have modest goals! I think you are far too reasonable for Jesus’ followers though, you might have to enlist different kinds than him.

        May 14, 2017
        1. Dino01

          I believe I can accomplish those goals and even more with the right amount of work. I used to admire Jesus as a kid. I admired Jesus as a person and not as icon in religion. Loving your neighbor idea really resonated with me. It is sad that the prince of peace was used as a reason for war and destruction on the crusades and the inquisition. Jesus’s ideas resonated with a lot of people and I want my ideas (wisdom) to resonate with a lot of people as well. Did you have a role model as a kid? Do you have a modest goal?

          May 14, 2017
          1. scarletts_letters

            I get it. My dad was a role model, he was into tech and science, he had a telescope and a microscope both I think he got for me.
            I did have a girl I had a kind of crush on when I was older – my dad passed away when I was young. This girl lived down the street and she was short and thin too, but she had a lot of presence and attitude – she called me “Kid” and occasionally she’d talk to me I still wonder what became of her I think she was going to be an artist or photographer. She was restoring a muscle car in her teens, god she was awesome!

            May 19, 2017
    2. Somnium

      Could I take one of your organs? Let me think, which one I would like

      May 16, 2017
      1. scarletts_letters

        Just take it and don’t tell me!!!

        May 19, 2017
        1. Somnium

          May 19, 2017
  5. Somnium

    live every day as it was your last, just in case you are caught by surprise

    May 16, 2017
    1. Dino01

      Some say to live everyday as if you were to live forever and I wonder who is right?

      May 22, 2017