How does it feel to be alone?
Humans were made to love.
And yet loving could be a sin.
or at least loving you seems to be.
because such a love creates despair.
A lonely heart suffers greatly.
Love is the force that which shows us our way
what drives us forward could also be harmful and hold us back
and make us wonder, how can we go on?
Moving on as empty shell, that's how it is without you.
I want to grab the tiniest parts of my desire and not let it go.
It feels like the desire is the only thing keeping me alive.
The fact is that I love you.
And I need you to know that.
Because if he is not treating you right
know that you can come to me
And I'll do my best to keep you well, safe and loved
No one is perfect, dear
And I will have my faults
But I will be committed to you
And do my best each day
I look at you and I see myself reflected in you
I feel like we are just one person
But you are not mine
I hope he makes you more happy than sad
Your own feelings are worth more than my own
You are my goddess
You are the only one that I worship
And that's because I love you
But how can words describe it?
I LOVE YOU
But capitalizing the letters are not enough to tell you how I feel.
Perhaps if I could write those words with the biggest letters that can cover the whole page
...but not even then my true feelings will be expressed.
And if the phrase "I love you" that arises in a feeling could infinitely increase size, each time making
itself bigger forever and ever, even that wouldn't cover my feelings
Because love is life and not only words.
It is a thousand butterflies for each touch of our hands.
A numbing joy for each look. Because the infinite degree of my love comes like spring.
It warms the heart and beautiful feelings emanate from it. Much like nature excels in spring.
Such love is timid passion, hoping to receive devotion back.
And it tries to shows strength if there is no love returned.
It is a tear for every day not spent with you.
And a smile for every time I know you are doing well.
Because loving you fills every corner of my being
Overflowing and reaching something that I can't even call my own.
Since I don't have you.
I will try to find happiness in someone else like I've been doing all this time.
And even though no one comes close to you in my opinion
and even though my love doesn't arise naturally for someone I haven't met so far
I will keep doing my best for your sake and my own.
I don't know how long I will keep on loving you
but know that if you were to come here to me right now
I will be the happiest man alive.
I will welcome you with open arms
and strive to make you feel the luckiest girl in the world