Love as the perserver of Life

"What is love?", I used to ask myself, I used to think about this a lot. In fact, thinking about the meaning of love and life was one my early morning habits (giving up mostly after 3 minutes of thinking about it) . Only recently have I learned the...

Trimense

The judge of our misdeeds, fauls, and crimes isn't the law, your peers or parents. I argue that only one can judge him(her)self. By judging, I mean recognizing whether one's acts are right or wrong. For what is wrong and right? I define as right as...

Ontological Proof

I am going to prove to you that God exists. Here is the very famous Ontological proof: 1. Assume god doesn't exist. 2. God is defined by the being that is the most powerful being in the universe. 3. A god that exists is more powerful than a...

Vices

The more your vices, the less your freedom. That is what I learned today. Intriguing. It is intriguing because I don't really feel I have much freedom.  Time to get rid of some vices and see if that gives me back the freedom I lost in my life....

What I've become

I yell with in me and keep yelling with in me. I don't understand how everything turned out this way. I don't understand how my being can act so stupidly. From the deepness of my consciousness. a little voice asks me, what am I ? a little...

How many paths are there?

It seems like if doors were closing on me and like I only have one long painful hall to walk through. It was way better when I was a little kid or even an adolescent, I had more choices and thereof, I felt like I had more control in the...

Does this even make sense?

I want to take it all. The values, the beliefs, the points of view of people, everything. That seems like the best thing I could do. Then, when people begin to contradict each other, it will be easier to choose a side according to what it seems better....

Life: a misguided bluff

Everything that I have lived. So much and intense, I feel like I am becoming old and wise, but I also feel like I am young and stupid. This is what I feel and for some reason, I believe all that is true, for no feeling is wrong, no feeling is false if...

Flammable!

I see guys talking to the person I really like and I go nuts! The insecurity of she liking them more. The frustration of knowing that I can't really talk to her. Really, what is wrong with me? Every little emotion that a nice person shouldn't get...

The need to Write

Is this over? Why? I don’t want for it to. I don’t want more answers that has to do with being necessary for it to end. Then, why? Friday is almost over for me and I am feeling the desire to make it a little bit more eternal. If I think about...

It doesn't need an end

In a planet, somewhat like the earth, a very common story about love was taking place between the dominant specie in such planet. "It has been a pleasure" "Yes" Culax responded cheerfully while moving some of his boxes full of stuff to the...

Reviving those feelings

When I went to that first flsr activity of the year, I realized of someone new . I am sure she wasn't the only  one I didn't know that day but she was the only that called my attention enough to care. She was "pretty". I am cool enough to say that my...

Normal day... surprises and faked crying.

This title says it all. A normal day: surprises and fake crying.  I woke up at 10:40am. "ups... I missed my class again." I scratched my head and promise myself I won't miss more classes until the end of the term. Today, I had an exam and...

The greatest Slide

I was talking to a friend last day about the footbase game she had. Footbase games, I was the most excited person to play since day one and it turns out that I missed three games already, three out of three. It wasn't because I didn't want to, the...

Time doesn't forgive my attitude toward dreams.

The nonstatement of the day: Whenever something hurts I would try to forget the reason why it hurts. I have done this a lot that some people may consider far too much. I am somewhat tired. I wonder why I can't just chill up, sleep, dream,...

Expresionless

When I was kid back in Peru, we would go to Churin, a touristic place in the north west of Lima, every summer. We would stay in the same place. with the same family that owned the place.  I remember how eager I would be a day before going to...

That is how I am

Every time thinking on someone. Everytime thinking to win at any challenge. Always thinking on writting. I really enjoy reading my past blogs, it makes e laugh. It makes me feel good and therefore I wanna keep writting.  Today's topic is how I am....

Optimism

Well, I wrote a long story of being optimistic.... Tell you what, I don't think I am made for optimism. I felt optimistic this window was not going to close and it did and the long story is gone. Ok, let us resume it because I really think this...

Insensible?

This habit of me: To smile at any person I see I do this because it is said to make the receiver happy. Do I really mean it? It would be better to talk to people who wants me to and just not smile and just not go away ...

Ahhh!! my head!! anhhh!! This week!

This week has been one of the worst since I am in college. I have been sick from monday to Wednesday but just on Thursday I felt it with all  its might; I felt it in so much that I couldn't walk fast enough to get on time for my first class because I...

Life

Not my life nor life on earth but the life in people. Human beings on this world pass through a quite interesting life; I mean, they are born, they grow and they die... how interesting!! so, is there more than that? That would be the big question,...

On fire!!!

I am on fire!! Not exactly because I am in a roll but because I am so jealous. I started college with the wrong foot. It is just complicated to love someone who you don't really want to love. It is complicated to see her walk  with her boyfriend...

Lots to think about

Lots to think about. I am beginning to realize how important is to understand why things happen. Yet so, no one seems to really understand or even if they think they do understand, they most likely are wrong. It is funny, isn't it?  discovering that...

I can feel like I cannot

Let me start by saying that I do understand a little bit more about why Glenn said that he would probably never say things that he knows. Something people are just not prepared for such a message, and may barely understand the true meaning of what he...

So, What Now? (this post may disturb you)

The past few days have been pretty unexpected.... I like to not be predictable, that's why I don't like to admit that something unorganized and chaotic would actually affect me as most people. Yet so, I don't see how that is any important. So, what...